Hanging In The BaLance

This particuLar week has been a reLi different week as compared to the months I've been passing for quite some time. It was quite miserabLe and confusing for me with Her not teLLing me the reason behind it untiL juz days back. Itz aLL for my good .. I know ..

MayB time has come for us to move on to a new stage in this reLationship, that we have to Learn to be more independent and not reLy on each other so much, or rather, me to Learn being Less dependent on Her for most of the time, aLL the time. This week, however, we met Less. She spent most of Her time catching up with Her peeps and me, drowining myseLf in footbaLL every evening in Sengkang. It sure was difficuLt. NevertheLess, we had outings .. to Ubin, to Guoann's burfday gathering in J.B, and juz today, She accompanied me to my footbaLL match.

Life hasnt been pretty straight without Her. I simpLy missed Her. I dunnoe how She's feeLing inside, but guesz it had to be done sooner or Later.

WeLL, the Ubin trip definiteLy Lifted much of my depression. CycLing sure was fun! And going to J.B, with Her mixing with my peeps, wat more can I ask for than be happy?

This morning was one I have been Looking forward to since earLy March. The League begins today, and for quite some time I've been pondering about some issues. I decide that I wiLL pLay my finaL match and hang up my boots. Itz a big decision, and I know the team wiLL soreLy miss me as a pLayer and a fren, but some things are beyond my controL. But guys, I promise once I stabiLise and sort out my Life, I wiLL get back and render my passion and 100% to the team again.

This morning, Dear went down with me for the match. We met up at Lavendar, with Kenneth coming down to give us a Lift there. The match went great for the team. We won the match 4-2, and I am of coz over the moon to score which wud be my first and Last goaLs in this match and probabLy the League. I haven had so much emotions in a match for quite some time and with Her by the side watching me, I juz wished time wud come to a standstiLL. Kenneth had been quite disappointed that Tiffany was giving the match a miss, but Tiff came down anyway, and I beLieve Kenneth has found a true good gaL. My Dear, She, faced the sun for as much as two hours. She is to attend a wedding dinner Later in the evening, and yet She took time off Her sLeep juz to come down and watch me pLay. Of coz everything dat She's done for me, I do appreciate from the bottom of my heart.

At the end of the match, I tried hard to contain the bitterness down my throat. Yongren, as the captain, asked if I'd Like to give a "speech" and I juz shook my head. I know if I open my mouth, I cudnt hide my tears anymore. FootbaLL, sure is my Life, but sorry, my beLoved footbaLL, as much as I do Luv u, u cant compLete my Life Like wat my Dear can do.

Afternoon, me and Her went to buy a pair of heeLs, did Her hair. KanDi met us up for he had wanted to get some strings for his girLfren in U.S. He foLLowed us for most of the noon and after I was done with preparing my Dear for the wedding dinner, we bade goodbye and the rest of the time, I spent it with my aLL-time buddy, KanDi.

For those who know him, cooL, he is stiLL the same bLack shit u guys have seen. For those who haven, this guy is made in china, but he ain fair Like typicaL country pumpkins. For years now, this has been one of the worLd's greatest wonders. Anyway me and him spent a good two hour shopping-cum-catchup session which we haven been doing for ages, and I reLi meant .. ages. Both of us have greatLy matured into men, with the exception that he, was faster. Dun get the wrong idea, we have never been gays.

As 5p.m approaches, I was to be down in Tampines for another footbaLL match. This time, itz an invitation from Said, a Sengkang MaLay guy who I knew pLaying with. Few MaLays wud have been impressed with a Chinese, aLtou I ain the best, I knew he does admire me, and I Like peopLe who admire me.

Reaching the venue of East View secondary, my mood was upbeat despite coming against the drizzLe aLong my way. The pitch there, was packed with MaLays, and the team I was to pLay for, are aLL MaLays too. Opponents, MaLays. I was the onLy chinese out of the fifty-odd peopLe around. However, I feLt reLi comfortabLe and confident about everything. For the first time, I took on a defensive midfieLder roLe. As the match kicked off, I had troubLe adjusting to the pace of the MaLays, they were much more aggressive and faster. But as the game moved on, I made good contributions. At the end of the match which ended in a 1-1 draw, my team mates recognised me as the "hardman". FrankLy speaking, tackLing and winning the baLL from the opponent pLayer and seeing them sprawL on the grass was a thriLL. It simpLy boosts my confidence. After washup and everything, I was one of the Last to Leave, and one player from my team managed to waLk me out and we had a good conversation. He was 34, and he keeps the jerseys, shorts and socks of the whoLe team. I din reaLise he was dat oLd, and dat he brought aLong his wife, his four kids, and his mother-in-Law for the match which were waLking right in front of us. He was a typicaL MaLay famiLy man, and it made me see and feeL dat MaLays have a speciaL bond so cLose in which no other race in Singapore cud be, even chinese. And Im gLad I got to know more peopLe in footbaLL .. though I was stiLL tinking of Her no matter how much footbaLL I was pLaying.


FYI, my Dear, I do know itz for my own good dat u try to see me Less. I do know itz quite hard on u as weLL. I do know dat everything dat u've done for me, is coz u Luv me. I do miss u .. and trust me, I wiLL take tis time off to be more independent. Between now and then, do be happy ..

by the way, I wiLL never forget our Promise ..

Confusion

If things dun go right, mayB it wiLL be the end of this bLog, and end of footbaLL for me .. but why issit aLways me?

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
that's why I love you ..

China reaL BLack

Today, Friday, was the Last day of skooL for many Year 3's students and it seemed Like I have Lost another batch of frenz. NevertheLess, it was a good day for it was aLso da Last paper my Dear was taking and everything was cooL. After her morning paper, we were supposedLy to visit Expo for the Adidas saLe. There when we were, once we saw the queue we had no second thoughts about turning back, and on our way out, we met Audrey and her Mom, who were there for the saLe as weLL. So off we went, and they, into the queue. SIngaporeans are juz .. Singaporeans, with respect to Aud and Mom.

We went downtown in da Late afternoon for dinner, which ain reLi enjoyabLe coz once again I made Her mad. Thing din take Long to resume normaL and we took a LittLe waLk around Orchard, meeting so many NYPians aLong da way! Anyway, Dear went on to meet up ceLebrating Her fren's burfday in Tampines whiLe I went to ChinabLack (for the first time) with my peeps.

It was onLy when they arrived dat I reaLised this day beLonged to Zhanrong, being his BIG 21. Thus, me being in a diLemma earLier on, had no excuse not to enter the freaking heLL (as Guowei had warned about the hazards of ChinabLack). We went in before ten, and with the sign "Men $18" at the door, I am stiLL hesitating as to whether I shud reLi enter and thankfuLLy it was $12 instead. Up we went, and it wasnt reLi that awesome or wat, juz a simpLe dancefLoor with tabLes and babes.

Wat happened next was unbeLievabLe.

We decided to go out breathe some fresh air and grab a bit across da road @ Burger King's. And when we went back for ChinabLack an hour Later, we had to rejoin the queue and damn, we got stuck outside due to fuLL house. There I was thinking, wat the fish! Paying 12 bucks for a mere sightsee of BLack is reLi dayLight or night time robbery! But who cares .. my Baby caLLed and said She'd be coming down and I was so reLieved She "saved" me from the freaking queue and I Left my peeps .. and Left the cheaterbug pLace .. It has to be the first, and Last for me ..

Tip when going ChinabLack :
If uer going in juz to chiLL out, dun ever come out. If you do, forget about going in again.

In Layman's term, make sure u go earLy and stick ur ass inside unLess u decide to head home.

The Dream

Had a weird dream two nights ago dat I had straightaway toLd my Dear when I woke up .. it ain a foLLow-up of Guowei's dream but it juz happened ..

I was in this grand hoteL in a strange pLace whereby down there aLong da two sides of da wide paths were shophouses which Looked Like those in Europe. Night it was. When I arrived at my fLoor, heard a man caLL me out "Long!" .. and I dun recognise this man other than he Looked Like some Turkish man and as I passed by his room, there were Lots of peopLe inside, which I beLieve to be his famiLy members. As I approached mine, Dear was there by the door, and as I entered, my Mom was Lying in bed which was Located in the kitchen, with some other peeps inside my room as weLL. Da whoLe pLace was Like some refugee camp or something. Standing by the window I Looked down upon the shophouses .. it was aLL peacefuL, with peopLe waLking around. But out of the "protected" zone of our hoteL and shophouses were destruction, with taLL buiLdings in ruins and boLts of fire in the horizon.

I can vividLy remember taking a waLk next with my Dear aLong the shophouses which stretches down to an end whereby we come to the sea, and across dat sea in a distance, I cud see darkness, isLands, burning and fires. Two fLags stood, one which I recognise as the Soviet Union's, and the other, I have no idea of .. it was after which I woke up, even though I wished for a continuation of the dream, for it may Lead me to yet another discovery.

The Last time i dreamt about war years back, it happened. I toLd da guys about it but they brushed it off. It was regarding the Iraq war. I had dreamt about a Land of destruction and burning, and saw more pLanes and bombings. After months, the U.S actuaLLy declared war on Iraq.

Some phrophetic dream, or issit juz coincidence? I Leave u guys to decide .. tiL then take care, and may worLd peace reLi exists.

FooL Again

Friday was sure a bad day. Why? FirstLy, I got back my Business Finance overaLL grading and it was a pathetic C as compared to my Baby's A*. Of coz, in da cLasz nobody eLse can compete with Her, as Rahman and Eric had said to consoLe me, but it was a fact dat Im juz Lousy, and dat brought my day down, even though Dear said I did fine, and dat She ain bothered dat I have Lousier resuLts than Her.

Da next BIG thing dat befeLL, was hours Later .. Dear was having Japanese cLasz, and so I foLLowed Eric and Harry to buy soccer boots, whiLe some others went Sim Lim to buy mp3. UnexpectedLy She had gonna be finishing Her cLasz earLier and dat I toLd Her I'd be back to skooL straight after da boots shopping .. after which I thought it shud be aLright if I went to have Rochor beancurd with da guys, and so I went, and I took away one for Her as weLL. But it was a wrong move next, dat I took off with da guys to Sim Lim to join da rest, without even teLLing Her. WeLL, I can understand dat da fauLt Lies with me.

So, da next moment I rushed back to skooL, but it sure was a Long way, needing to waLk to Bugis MRT and then switching @ City HaLL before a LittLe stroLL from Yio Chu Kang into our campus. But I took a mere haLf past an hour to do dat, sure was fast .. but useLess ..

I found Her in da computer Lab, with da beancurd in my hand, stiLL warm .. She said She ain gonna eat, and din wanna see me. SO I got our fren to pass Her da beancurd. Da next thing I knew, da beancurd was in da dustbin. So I picked it up, and went down to da Lecture HaLL to find Her .. and pLeading for forgiveness outside da Ladies' washroom .. but She stiLL wun give in and as we approached da Lecture HaLL, I saw two of our frenz and She turned towards them and so I waLked away .. again ..

After a moment I went to da Lecture HaLL again. This was where da drama began, with so many of our peers around. Juz by da door I tried expLaining everything and things were going fine .. untiL I made a fucking mistake .. I dragged Eric in! And She suddenLy shouted dat Im very irritating .. my patience seriousLy ran out .. da beancurd dropped and I kicked it and waLked off with Her storming into da Lecture theatre.

Looking back, I beLieve me and Dear shud have coLLected quite some cash for our show, for da peeps were aLL watching and quite surprised too! WeLL, sorry Eric .. u were right at the epidemic of da disaster and Im sorry for aLL who have seen such an ugLy side of us ..

We patched up in Less than ten minutes, after I bought Her favourite watermeLon and sat right next to Her during da Lecture. Though I muz say it wun have been easy if not for Her giving in to me .. again ..

However Let me teLL u da irony of da whoLe bLoody incident .. in da computer Lab She was aLready gonna give in untiL I asked a fren to pass da beancurd to Her and waLked off, thus da beancurd Landed right in da bin. Next, at da Ladies', She had wanted to say something to me but I waLked away after She turned and there goes .. Then at da Lecture HaLL She had prepared to drop da whoLe case untiL I puLLed Eric in it and thus She Lost Her cooL, and me, my patience .. wat bad Luck ..

Anyway it was heLL of a reLi siLLy bout .. and to aLL da peeps .. thanks for watching. We do hope you enjoyed da show brought to you by yet another quaLity production from JLNPY Media Ltd.

RaffLes PLace

On Sunday evening, Jaz rang me on my mobiLe and offered me a LeafLet handLing job for Monday and Tuesday, and fortunateLy things went pretty weLL, with me pocketing an attractive ten bucks per hour for four hours a day, totaLLing eighty at the end of Tuesday.

However Monday was not dat cooL .. I was supposedLy to be @ RaffLes PLace by eight, but I took my own sweet time at home and onLy went down at eLeven instead. The organiser-in-charge, DanieL, was undoubtedLy cross, yet everything went fine, but I feLt bad about Jaz's "credibiLity" to DanieL but she was cooL too.

Da two-day event was part of Mediacorp's promotion of their newLy Launched magazine, FAMILY, and I was to give out LeafLets to the LifeLess peeps around RaffLes PLace. At noon, when da crowd fLow was highest due to Lunchbreak, most of da OLs (FYI, itz Office Ladies) acted damn dao .. most simpLy waLked past without even taking a first Look at u! WTH .. tinking they are some kind of Diva or ceLebrity. WeLL, the so-caLLed more matured women (aunties) were much nicer, some even said a word of thanks for giving them da LeafLet. Men were cooL too, even those who rejected my LeafLets wud smiLe saying No thanks. Damned OLs aka pinochios ..

I gotta know five other dudes in da same Line as me and they were cooL as weLL! But I stiLL hate da OLs .. wait tiL I cLimb up da LeveLs and make them Lick my boots one day ..

My Bro's troupe ..  

Me and Terence aka Mom's Godson .. 

Moi Open House to Mom's guests 

GLorious food!

The traditionaL Dutch WindmiLL .. 

Da Day

He had a Lecture @ 4pm .. His soccer paLs hooked Him up for soccer from 5pm .. which He went ahead and pLayed for da 1st time in weeks becoz He had been working. He did not reLi enjoy HimseLf, for it was drizzLing and He was tinking of Her, and He finaLLy Left for Her house at haLf past seven, running Late yet again having given His word dat He'd arrive at eight, and so He did, reaching onLy at haLf past eight.

Her Lesson ended at 3pm. Having spent de hour accompanying Him, She went off at 4pm after He had gone for His Lecture, and knew He was gonna be pLaying footbaLL. So She decided to take de opportunity to find a shop to make Him a caLendar with their photos taken in da past few months as an anniversary gift to Him. Off She went to Toa Payoh .. they'd need five days to process, then She went to RaffLes City .. and then to Suntec .. aLL which wud take five days too Long (their third month anniversary is in two days' time). FinaLLy She was toLd somewhere in OUB buiLding there is an express service and dat was when She gave de idea up coz She was afraid His Mom might labeL her a spendthrift. Thus, She went round City Link Looking for a card, and shop by shop She went, cards were making a fooL out of Her, and finaLLy She went home at seven, an utterLy disappointed gaL. For three hours .. She haven taken a rest bit ..

He saw Her at haLf past eight, and She cried, for not being abLe to foLLow wat She had originaLLy pLanned. Disappointment .. sadness .. was wat He saw in Her eyes. But He knew .. for aLL dat She'd done .. for aLL da effort She'd put in .. He knew, dat itz aLL for Him.

Everything is fine now. He does not want anything eLse but Her to be by His side for da New Year. For dat, He'd be contented. WeLL, She, is simpLy da best He ever had ..

Life's Going Whooshie ..

Yeap Life's sure a whooshie .. juz found about about da tsunami tidaL waves da swept across Asia, days after it happened. Everything around is going in such high veLocity dat it seemed Like yesterday dat I started working and now dat Im back to skooL aLready. However, on top of work, me and my other haLf have been managing things so weLL dat nothing has changed except for da better! Yes, arguments, there were. But itz aLways resoLved within da day itseLf .. as She said, at de end of each one, we tend to understand each other better and it proved to be so true ..

A month passed wif me working and Her skooLing .. in which everyday without faiL she turned up to accompany me for dinner and for me off work. Im deepLy thankfuL .. and I am such a Lucky dude having found da best gaL anyone cud have found!

Wednesday was supposedLy my finaL working day .. and we had it pLanned to go on a shopping spree on Xmas eve's eve, which faLLs on Thursday. However my boss requested dat I work for one more day in Thursday .. and so I did. She was reLuctant at first, but I aLways knew She wud give me Her support. Sometimes I do wonder if I did make da right decisions, for money ain everything, yet we needed da cash for da next few months. NevertheLess, we postponed shopping to Friday. And it sure feeLs good to be finaLLy free! Haven had such a good time wif my baby, juz me and Her. She was in such high spirits tru out as weLL =D .. we went for an earLy steamboat dinner @ Marina with her brothers before setting off for da East side. Second round of shopping at Parkway Parade as it was earLy, I had intended to get a smaLL Log cake but to no avaiL .. never mind dat. We arrived at East Coast park, waLking tru rows and rows of tents! Geez, seemed to me Like a refugee camp .. by da time we found a spot, She was aLready dropping dead Le. Anyway doesnt matter, itz Xmas!

WeLL, Let me teLL u how I got da sweetest and best Xmas gift I'd got tru out my 20 years .. firstLy I was shoo-ed away to get some Light sticks and sparkLes .. then when I got back, She had my eyes cLosed and got me to sit right into our tent. I cud smeLL da aroma of appLe and it was when I opened my eyes I saw my Xmas gift, prepared wif pure sweetness and sincerity from my dear. Dat moment shaLL aLways Live in me .. for sure.

Guesz wat I got for Her .. I drew her a card .. yes I am quite Lousy in making gaLs happy .. and it was da Least I cud do, taking into account da I had no time to shop (excuse it is) .. but I bought Her a nice ring and a top during our pre-Xmas shopping, and She had said it was good enuff.

Dat nite, I messaged those bastards. They were spending da present xchanging program at Concorde .. and I got a pretty good response from them as weLL .. with each of them sending me an aLphabet .. forming da word " F U C K .. Y O U" .. weLL thanks guys, datz an awesome Xmas greeting =D .. but I know u guys wud be happy for me as Long as I am too ..

So Xmas came .. and I stiLL beLieve Santa CLaus is out there .. somewhere, though it din happen again tis year. For years now I have been Looking around da moon hoping to see Santa's shadows .. weLL mayB I shud juz stop waiting and juz pay him a visit at da North poLe one day. Merry beLated Xmas everyone .. and a happy new year ..

Expo HaLL 4

Im starting to pick up the joy of my Life .. fuLL of ups and downs but for now itz going up and beautifuLLy. They say u gotta go tru shit first to enjoy Later, and boy am I gLad it was true.

Having been working day in and out @ the Expo Like a zombie, mayB itz unfair dat I came to reaLise to take things more positiveLy a bit Late. Guesz working is aLL about attitude and mentaLity. U can hate everything for aLL u wan, but at da end of da day, u stiLL gotta go tru it. Therefore itz better to take da best out of the worst. SadLy I have onLy a few days Left on tis job .. coz da Robinsons Xmas Fair is ending ..

For da past few days, I spent time Looking at aLL da amazing toys dat I haven reLi been paying attention to at da store. Two weeks, and itz onLy now dat I tink they are fabuLous! I met a coupLe of my schooL peeps working there too .. and we chat a bit about their Lives and mine. WeLL, I sure open up and Learnt quite a bit .. to take things more easy and Look at stuff frm a different dimension. Tru aLL da conversations, there are some vaLuabLe Lessons in which I reLi thank them for sharing, and it sure made me a much happier and better man .. Dear, be proud, coz I am starting to appreciate u more .. =D

FeeLing ...

Gosh it feLt Like a roLLer coaster .. down one time and up another .. Guesz itz been a traumatising 2 days for me .. many things haven been going smooth, but fortunateLy da storm has gone, I hope, though debris is watz Left and itz aLways hard to forget watz been said and done. My Dear, She, was deepLy hurt by words my parents said .. and many things can never be changed, though, and I wish and hope for da perfect soLution, in which I beLieve can never be attained. NevertheLess, I wiLL strive for da baLance and bring true happiness to Her. And I wiLL do my best .. but I stiLL hate my parents, for now.

FeeLing bad .. miserabLy

I have aLways been wrong .. aLways .. juz hope to pick up from my mistakes .. and work towards where I wud Like to be in 2 years ..

I wish I cud juz show u guys, but She bought me a pair of pants from Giordano and got herseLf a tee which She handed to me .. to give Her .. She is cute, being da director and cast of da gift exchange show =D .. Luv Her ..

But anyway we made ourseLves much easier to recognise by getting ourseLves a pair of siLver rings .. simpLe and cLass .. though not as stunning Like diamonds, I wud forgo a 100-carat diamond ring for my ring ..

Another thing .. The GarfieLd Show @ Expo has ended! Fuk .. I stiLL got a week pLus working there .. dunnoe how time is gonna pass without dat show ..

Emergency?

Sometimes u juz gotta get a bLoody tight sLap to wake up. Datz wat my gf did to me. WeLL, not exactLy da reaL one, but waking me up from Living in 20 years of dreamy state. ReaLised I haven got a cLue about my future or wat Im gonna do untiL She appeared in my Life ..

I have aLways disLiked foLLowing routines, orders or a system in which everyone around me are doing. For some reason, everyone goes tru da SAME oLd shit of going tru skooL, getting a job and working their Lives off to their graves. Dat .. I resent, datz why I din even bother to think, of a future, of everything. Wat I yearn for is juz Lead a simpLe Life of Living contentLy with da one u Luv ..

There are so many things beyond normaL controL. Most of da time, we dun have a choice, simpLy putting head over heart. She has made me see dat da society is not as simpLe as I aLways see, and I muz admit Im juz not prepared to face reaLity. StiLL, Life gotta go on, and I have to get out of my LittLe worLd and face it. ActuaLLy, I juz wish I cud Learn more stuff and be better prepared for da outside so as to buiLd a better tomorrow with her, though I stiLL beLieve in Living in simpLicity and contentment, which She says is attainabLe in da midst of everything, and I beLieve ..

Back From Mars

They say Men are from Mars .. Women .. Venus. Which expLains why I've been missing these days. However, I've been away for da good, for itz aLways been fantasy Im Living in. Now dat Im back, tot I wud get u guys a bit of some updates ..

Nov 22 :

A bbq burfday ceLebration for Her twin brothers @ East Coast Park. Fuck .. I took on da roLLer blades for da 1st time .. my beLoved heLd my hand .. and I made her faLL, hard. Bastard. Anyway itz so cooL dat a bbq had onLy 5 souLs and 2 guests .. usuaLLy there'd be 20 over @ any bbq u see ..

Nov 29 :

I got myseLf a job. Not bLown. Itz a reaL job. Im working for Robinson's as a saLes promoter @ Singapore Expo HaLL 4. The Robinson's Christmas viLLage wiLL Last tiL 22 Dec. So u guys visit me whiLe u are free aLritey? Itz so diLemmatic .. I'd Luv to spend more time wif my beLoved .. but for our sake I had to work .. and she's been coming down to fetch me from work at 9.30pm .. every singLe day. So u see how great Luv can be .. itz not about honeymoon =D

So damn hard to pass time at work. Starts out at 1030 .. ends at 9.30pm .. and tru out these few days I've been working, I have come up with da best strategy for speedy reduction of time .. firstLy, at 1030, Look forward to da next break which is 1230 Lunch break. Breaking for an hour is much faster than working for a draggy hour, datz normaL. Back at 1.30pm, Look forward to the next GarfieLd show at 4pm. Itz a great show, no kidding. Nice Christmas songs, nice dancing and cooL dancers. From 4.30pm of coz u juz have to Look forward for dinner at 6.30 and from 7.30pm itz much easier to pass time to 9.30pm whereby itz sayonara and aLoha darLing ~ ..

Dec 1 :

My 2nd month annverisary with my dearest .. we had a simpLe day fiLled with simpLicity and datz wat makes everything so beautifuL. Itz Like yesterday dat we were together, and I cant heLp but juz Let u guys know something .. I LUV HER .. Lots .. Lots .. Lots .. and Lots .. (pardon me).

Dec 4-5 :

Over da weekend, I had been handed an uphiLL task .. to dress in da mascot of LeapFrog, an American educationaL toy brand. Fuk .. I am to be in a buLky space suit and sweat Like a pig for 30min. But itz reLi fun, serious. Inside da suit, u are a super hero, a ceLebrity, a star! U see da kids, they Luv u .. they hug u .. they run to u and shake ur hand. But at the end of da 30min and after taking off da suit, u waLk out and nobody wiLL even recognise u .. u are but juz another saLes promoter out there ..

Datz about aLL . toodLes and take care peeps.

PS to my beLoved sheep : thanks dear, u are da best .. aLways .. and if onLy 1 out of 10 coupLes wiLL have a happy ending, Let us be it ..